PerfectDoesntExist

Sometimes when i wake up
My chest closes in
I close my eyes one last time
And feel your arms around me
And cry
Nobody ever told me id be
My own worst enemy
That id have a tumultuous relationship with myself
I needed help
I got it
Now i just wish you cared
Do you know how much im scared?
My scars wont fade
My pain is everlasting
I cant deal with your troubles too
Im in the play but were not casting
So bow out and save yourself
Treat me the way everyone does
When im dead,
I wont say it was you
Ill say it was just because.

Wise

Itll never be ok

My empty words to fill the void of happiness’ non existance

my breathing slows you can feel my heart stopping. Like his smooth warm hands became brittle and cold, ice. Choking me. His eyes cutting into mine. Now my heart has almost stopped , my body becomes weak. Letting him be in power he wants the power and i hand it over with ease. Now my heart stops, he releases his grip and walks away. My heart may have stopped but the pain remains.

I wish i had something worth living for

(Source: ithurtssomuch, via cuntday)

Why

(via br0ken-mind)